Dear blog,
I will be leaving Singapore in a few hours time! I feel sad actually. I cannot imagine how other people give up all that they have in Singapore and start afresh on a foreign land.
How complex is this ambivalence that I'm experiencing? It's mainly a mix of sadness, excitement and trepidation. Sounds schizophrenic.
I guess I'm sad because firstly, I don't get to see/hear/learn anything about my loved ones (probably you who is currently reading this blog entry) as China bans major social networking sites like FB and Twitter. Oh gosh. & rural China has zero reception to speak of. Oh double gosh.
Secondly, I won't be able to celebrate my brother's 18th with him (even though he may prefer his friends company, I just feel like buying him a cake and singing him a birthday song.)
Thirdly, I'll be missing GSS AGAIN. What iz zis? Past few years I've been missing it because of major exams and now.. !?@&£%$#
Lastly, I feel that I'll be missing out a lot. Like my pharm camp and what not. Oh well! Trade-off trade-off!
May this mission trip be smooth-sailing and fruitful! Dear God please keep us safe and sound.
I'll be back soon. & just to let you know, I'll miss you.
Give you a virtual hug!
(˘͈ •˘͈(˘͈• ˘͈)
/⌒つ⊂⌒ヽ
P.S: anything you want to let me know just email me at serene.yap.si.ling.2010@vjc.sg
Will be able to see it when there's wifi! I can't receive SMS so just email me!
Yours sincerely,
SereneYSL <3
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